Thursday, August 30, 2007
saya anak MALAYSIA!
mlm ni mlm merdeka..
da 50 thn rupe2nye negara kite..
sama umo dgn mama..
ingatkan nk stay kt melaka..
tp hati ni meronta-ronta sgt nk blk tpg..
sbb tpg aman..damai..
bukan kt melaka x aman damai..
tp tu la kan..
aku dibesarkan di tpg..
dr lahir..smpi la skrg..
walopon tpg x semaju bandar2 laen..
but at least..i've got lots of sweet memories there..
kalo nk list..mmg berjela la..

if wat ranking aa kan..
tmpt2 yg plg aku suke sgt2..

1.taiping..peace!
2.balik pulau..penang..coz in 2 years time..i learnt a lot about life there..plus ade jeruk..miahaha..lg2 lak ade nasi kandar tp masjid keling..kari ikan die masyuk siot..lg2 bile blk tpg leh naek feri..=)
3.melaka..idup mlmku amat menarik di sini..besides..sini terlampau byk kenangan manis+pahit if compared dgn tmpt laen..nk tgk wayang pn dkt..huhu..
4.tronoh..sini best gak..walopon agak kekontangan la area die..tp dkt aa nk blk tpg..miahaha..

hari ni blk tpg..
mlm ni aa to be exact..
merdeka dlm bas aa jwbnye..
huhuhu..
x kisah aa..
aku x de mood nk stay mlk skrg..
nk blk tpg releasekan tension..
nk jd patriotik jap..
saya anak MALAYSIA!!

skrg suke dgr lagu2 ni coz beat die rancak..seswai for me..

~rihanna feat ne-yo-hate that i love you
~teenagers-my chemical romance.
~jalan terus-sheila on 7
~menjelma-kaer
~smily-otsuka ai
~p.diddy feat nicole-come to me

u know who u are..

i want to let go of u.
but im afraid i cant.
my heart wants u.
but my mind says im not the one for u.
should i listen to my heart..or my mind..
i let u decide..
because u know what my weaknesses are..
u do know..dont u?



 
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
HONESTY..HONESTY..HONESTY..
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care TOO MUCH
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I HURT YOU..
YOU HURT ME BACK..
SOUNDS VERY FAIR TO ME..





 
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Monday, August 27, 2007
HONESTY
huhu..lame x post blog..
baru blk mlk ni..
blk umah ari tu pn x bwk laptop..
skali skale je g cc..

hurm..
pening2..
tatau aa..nk wat camne..
mengape..jd camni eh..

can we just be ourselves..
it's hard..nk pretend dpn org laen..
if u love someone..
be HONEST..
tell that person about ur feeling..
same thing goes when u hate a person..
biar sume benda clear..
mcm sorg ni bgtau..
bia benda tu..black or white..
jgn ade kelabu..

if u want it..
reach for it..
otherwise..u decide..

some people..they cant stop what they are doing..
because they have found something..
something that is so meaningful to them..
they never let it go..
NEVER..
 
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
hujan
erm..
x byk benda nk cite ari ni..
just serabut..
dgn riso..

riso..
riso..
dan riso lagi...

=(
 
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
nini cokelat celup...=)
hehe..
tibe2 teringat zaman budak2 dulu..
suke makan nini cokelat celup..
tp x ingat harge die bape..
yg pastinye lg murah aa dr skrg..
suke mkn yg kaler merah..
x suke kaler kunin..sebab kunin kacang..
x best..rasa cam pelik..

smlm g kenduri dkt tmn sri kota..
jumpe kwn lame..
sembang kecoh siot..
sampei pakcik2 n makcik2 pn tgk ktorg sembang..
huhuhu..wat muke slumber jek..

hari ni tatau la..
rasa bosan je..
on9 jap..
sembang dgn saza..
nk upload gamba kt fs pn x de mood..
cam ne ni...adey~

ptg ni anta angah gi utp..
tatau nk ikut ke x..
siyes x de mood..
mengape diriku tiada mood??

lagu the beatles yg amat diminati..
siap wat ring tones..hehehe..

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you oh please
Don't run and hide
If I love you too oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her
'cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two

If I fell in love with you..

lagu die simple jek..tapi suke dgr..
asalnye dgr lagu ni sbb ayah beli movie the beatles..
bile dgr..cam best lak..
suke the beatles...sbb dr kecik ayah bg dengar lagu dorg..

aaa...busan2..
nk kua jln2..
oo tgk tv dgn embu...
hehehehe..
=P

 
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
i wish i could, but..
haha..hr ni g utp,amik angah..
g dgn mama..aku drive..
sampei2 je..bwk mama g blik angah..
diriku trus ke rumahku..dahulu..
g blik yeen..yana xde..yeen je ade..
hampes gas..yeen cam x terkezut tgk aku..
keciwa sebentar..

g blik wawe n nuye..kunci..
g blik ferie merie a.k.a blikku dahulu..
die tgh tdo daaa..
lg le muke blur tgk aku dtg..
g blik jaheyy n noor..kunci juge..
g blik as dgn eida..x kunci..
aku msk..dorg tgh tdo gak..
ampeh le..ari jumaat ari tdo seUTP ka??

suke aa dpt jmpe housemates blk..
as dan eida menceritekan kisah suke duke mereke tanpa diriku..
miahahahaha..
ferie merie..ko indu aku kn...kn..
ngaku je le...
xpe2..aku pn indu ko..
kite saling merindui la eh..
huhuhu..

yeen dgn yana zalim..
dorg x kasi aku jumpe binatang peliharaan dorg..
dorg bwk msk kete awal2..sbb dorg nk pulang ke pangkal jln ari ni..
xpe2..aku majuk..aku x dtg blik korg da..
huhuhu..maen2 je eh..

aku lepak kt blik yeen sementara tunggu wawe dgn nuye pulang dr library..
dak EE ade test ari ni..termasuk si ferie merie..
die suke aku bebel kt die kot..suro die study..
ye aa..sejak2 aku prac ni..aku da x jd rumet die..
xde sape nk bebel kt die le tuh..
huhuhu...

mlm ni aku agak berserabut sebenarnye..
byk sgt benda dlm kepala otak aku..
rasa nk kuarkan sume..
tp..tah la..x terluah pulak...
takut..dgn persepsi org laen..
conclusion..just pendam dlm hati..
da biase kot..pendam..
cume kdg2 kuarkan jugak..bile rasa x mampu nk simpan sorg2..

jumpe lyric lagu ni..cam menarik..=)

Share my life
Take me for what I am
Coz I'll never change
All my colors for you
Take my love
I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are
And everything that you do

I don't really need to look
Very much farther
I don't wanna go
Where you don't follow
I don't hold it back again
This passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide

Chorus:
Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Must I imagine you there?
Don't walk away from me
I Have Nothing
Nothing
Nothing, if i don't have you

You see through
Right to the heart of me
You break down my walls
With the strength of your love
I never knew
Love like I known it's with you
Will the memories survive?
One I can hold on to

I don't really need to look
Very much farther
I don't wanna go
Where you don't follow
I don't hold it back again
This passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
You're the love I remember forever

Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing
Nothing
Nothing, if I don't have you

nk stop dulu..
da ngantuk..
just SMILE..=)

 
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
hurt
im hurt..
deep inside me..
but no one knows..
shit..i hate this..


 
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Friday, August 10, 2007
awal pagi ni..>_<
hari ni sy dtg office awal..
hehe..tibe2 bersemangat dtg awal..
akak office pn terkejut..
seperti title post org..
"awal pagi ni..."
sy hanye mampu tersenyum..=)

semlm g tgk rush hour 3..
siyes cite tu lawak..
seswai utk sy yg nk bergelak ketawa setelah letih menangis..

cume sy suke satu line ni..
"some secrets are worth dying.."
lebih kurang cam tu aa..
kalo salah tlg betulkan eh..

makes sense kan..ayat tu..
sometimes better keep your secrets rather than telling others..
because anything could happen..
yer..sy belajar byk benda..
life is a journey where you learn new things..
i've learnt a lot..so far...

people..are so different..
one day they are so nice..
the next day..
i dont know...

nyesal minum susu..then teguk coke di pagi hari..
kini peyutku bunyik2..
aaa..=(




 
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Thursday, August 9, 2007
Confession
hari ni aku puase..
tp pagi2 mood aku nk "rosak"..
mulut x leh sebut benda2 x elok..
jln penyelesaian..bebel kt blog..

mlm semlm kua jln2..
busan lepak kt umah..
sume keje da settle..
tinggal nk jemur baju..
so kua la..lg pn aku x dinner lg..
peyut bunyik2..peyut da marah..
dlm kepala terbayang burger..
ingat nk beli burger kat area mmu..
alih2 xde..cedih sebentar diriku..

bwk je moto sampai jj..
nk merayau jauh2..peyut tgh lapa..
plus ngantuk sebenarnye..
stop jap dkt mbmb..tgk tv besa..
tgk org tgk tv besa..
byknye org bercengkerama di situ..
miahahahaha..mmg da x de keje tgk org2 kat mbmb..
lepak jap je..coz tv besa x bes smlm..
pusing blk..on the way blk..singgah 7-11..
akak suro beli slurpee..
aaa..slurpee die pelik lak..
cam terlebih pekat..

ingat nk isi minyak moto..
tp cam byk je lg..
so trus blk umah..
aaa..bahaye aa naek moto mlm2..
bile ade kete laju potong..
mesti terkejut..seb baek leh control moto..
kalo x..da arwah da..

erm..ckp psl mati kan..
nape skrg..rasa..something..
org di sekelilingku..
byk cite psl mati..
besides..a few things happened...
erm..God knows better about this..
if i die..i just die rite..

tuka2..cite psl mimpi lak..
aaa..minggu ni asik mimpi je..
coz slalu tdr x basuh kaki kot..
and slalu terbabas smyg isya'..
yg asik aku ingat..ade 2 mimpi..
1 mimpi..psl sorg ni aku knl kt tt..
die tibe2 berubah..
ni gile2 berubah aa..
aaa..cam susah gile nk percaye..
seb baek mimpi..
kalo btul2..tatau aa...
lg 1 mimpi..psl someone yg aku knl..
kt mrsm dulu..
aku agak rapat aa dgn die..
die pon berubah..
aaa..perubahan die wat aku takut sgt2..
cam x caye tu adelah die..
bgn2..aku cam takut..
takut dorg btul2 berubah..

aaa..cite psl smlm x abis lg..
lps beli slurpee..
blk umah..singgah naiman beli bihun tom yam..
agak pedas..sampai cakit peyut..
tp da lapa nye psl..mkn je..
pastu cilop slurpee akak..
mekasih ye akak..

lps mkn..baring atas katil..
dak2 umah da start bebel..
"lps mkn tdr..nnt perut buncit"..
tp kat umah tu aku yg agak rajin exercise..
huhuhuhu..sambil tgk tv..exercise..

is it hard..to accept..others..
the same way they accept us..
sometimes people need time..
to show themselves..
dont expect people to change so fast..
when there's a lot of things that u dont know about them..
things that too painful to be told..
give them more time..
if you really want to know them..
someday..they'll tell u..everything..
the reason they dont tell u..
because they dont want to be betrayed..
or being left alone..
it's hurt..really hurt..
you feel like you wanna kill yourself..
after telling others..
about your past..
you feel like you're so DIRTY..
that feeling..
it's killing you..slowly..

all you have to do is TALK to them..
just TALK..
these kind of people..
they are afraid..to trust other people..
but once they trust you..
they really TRUST you..

FORGIVENESS..
i have learnt a lot from this word..
those who ask for forgiveness..
some of them...they really mean it..
they want another chance..
to make things better..
some of them..just say it..
but never mean it..
but what if..
u really mean it..but those people that forgive you..
they dont want to give you another chance..
should u just forget about it..
or..

when i say i love you..
i really love you..
when i say i am sorry..
i am really sorry..

i wanna say 3 words..
i cant say 3 words..

i love people who love me back..
but i dont mind to love people who dont love me..
because u cant push people to love you rite..
love people as much as u can..
that's what i'm doing..
that's what my heart tells me to do..

quote by henry miller..
"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go"

it's true...rite??
=)







 
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Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Lesser leather never weathered wetter weather better..>_<
aaa...lamenye x post..
nk on9 kt ofis..susah skit..
kene curik2..
ni pn curik2..
so x leh cite byk2..

jumaat ni..g kl..
jumpe member2..
indu mereke..
mereke pn rindu diriku..
=)

tiket da beli..
kul 6..aaa..kene rush lps keje..
camne2..naek skuter..
sah kene rempit ni..
miaahaha..
doakan diriku selamat sampai wahai kawan2~

cejuk siot kt ofis..
tgn ni da x berhabe..
nk habe..nk habe..
blk ni kne wat byk keje..
antaranye..basuh baju..
pastu jemur baju..
pastu iron baju..
print report..
kalo leh on9..
on9 jap..
mlm ni cite ape ye best??

life..sux..sometimes..
i have to admit that..
but..hopefully i'll be happy someday..

one thing that makes me laugh since yesterday..
maen tongue twister!!!

try this out~

A Tudor who tooted a flute
tried to tutor two tooters to toot.
Said the two to their tutor,
"Is it harder to toot
or to tutor two tooters to toot?"

another one~

If one doctor doctors another doctor, does the doctor
who doctors the doctor doctor the doctor the way the
doctor he is doctoring doctors? Or does he doctor
the doctor the way the doctor who doctors doctors?

funny rite..last one...miahahah~

Ned Nott was shot and Sam Shott was not.
So it is better to be Shott than Nott.
Some say Nott was not shot.
But Shott says he shot Nott.
Either the shot Shott shot at Nott was not shot,
Or Nott was shot.
If the shot Shott shot shot Nott, Nott was shot.
But if the shot Shott shot shot Shott,
Then Shott was shot, not Nott.
However, the shot Shott shot shot not Shott, but Nott

huhuhu...suke gelak bile try benda alah kat atas ni..
ok la kan..at least leh gelak..
aaa...kene stop..
karang SV nampak..
kantoi~


One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me..
And your kiss wont make me weak..
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me..
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...


 
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