Thursday, August 9, 2007
Confession
hari ni aku puase..
tp pagi2 mood aku nk "rosak"..
mulut x leh sebut benda2 x elok..
jln penyelesaian..bebel kt blog..
mlm semlm kua jln2..
busan lepak kt umah..
sume keje da settle..
tinggal nk jemur baju..
so kua la..lg pn aku x dinner lg..
peyut bunyik2..peyut da marah..
dlm kepala terbayang burger..
ingat nk beli burger kat area mmu..
alih2 xde..cedih sebentar diriku..
bwk je moto sampai jj..
nk merayau jauh2..peyut tgh lapa..
plus ngantuk sebenarnye..
stop jap dkt mbmb..tgk tv besa..
tgk org tgk tv besa..
byknye org bercengkerama di situ..
miahahahaha..mmg da x de keje tgk org2 kat mbmb..
lepak jap je..coz tv besa x bes smlm..
pusing blk..on the way blk..singgah 7-11..
akak suro beli slurpee..
aaa..slurpee die pelik lak..
cam terlebih pekat..
ingat nk isi minyak moto..
tp cam byk je lg..
so trus blk umah..
aaa..bahaye aa naek moto mlm2..
bile ade kete laju potong..
mesti terkejut..seb baek leh control moto..
kalo x..da arwah da..
erm..ckp psl mati kan..
nape skrg..rasa..something..
org di sekelilingku..
byk cite psl mati..
besides..a few things happened...
erm..God knows better about this..
if i die..i just die rite..
tuka2..cite psl mimpi lak..
aaa..minggu ni asik mimpi je..
coz slalu tdr x basuh kaki kot..
and slalu terbabas smyg isya'..
yg asik aku ingat..ade 2 mimpi..
1 mimpi..psl sorg ni aku knl kt tt..
die tibe2 berubah..
ni gile2 berubah aa..
aaa..cam susah gile nk percaye..
seb baek mimpi..
kalo btul2..tatau aa...
lg 1 mimpi..psl someone yg aku knl..
kt mrsm dulu..
aku agak rapat aa dgn die..
die pon berubah..
aaa..perubahan die wat aku takut sgt2..
cam x caye tu adelah die..
bgn2..aku cam takut..
takut dorg btul2 berubah..
aaa..cite psl smlm x abis lg..
lps beli slurpee..
blk umah..singgah naiman beli bihun tom yam..
agak pedas..sampai cakit peyut..
tp da lapa nye psl..mkn je..
pastu cilop slurpee akak..
mekasih ye akak..
lps mkn..baring atas katil..
dak2 umah da start bebel..
"lps mkn tdr..nnt perut buncit"..
tp kat umah tu aku yg agak rajin exercise..
huhuhuhu..sambil tgk tv..exercise..
is it hard..to accept..others..
the same way they accept us..
sometimes people need time..
to show themselves..
dont expect people to change so fast..
when there's a lot of things that u dont know about them..
things that too painful to be told..
give them more time..
if you really want to know them..
someday..they'll tell u..everything..
the reason they dont tell u..
because they dont want to be betrayed..
or being left alone..
it's hurt..really hurt..
you feel like you wanna kill yourself..
after telling others..
about your past..
you feel like you're so DIRTY..
that feeling..
it's killing you..slowly..
all you have to do is TALK to them..
just TALK..
these kind of people..
they are afraid..to trust other people..
but once they trust you..
they really TRUST you..
FORGIVENESS..
i have learnt a lot from this word..
those who ask for forgiveness..
some of them...they really mean it..
they want another chance..
to make things better..
some of them..just say it..
but never mean it..
but what if..
u really mean it..but those people that forgive you..
they dont want to give you another chance..
should u just forget about it..
or..
when i say i love you..
i really love you..
when i say i am sorry..
i am really sorry..
i wanna say 3 words..
i cant say 3 words..
i love people who love me back..
but i dont mind to love people who dont love me..
because u cant push people to love you rite..
love people as much as u can..
that's what i'm doing..
that's what my heart tells me to do..
quote by henry miller..
"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go"
it's true...rite??
=)
tp pagi2 mood aku nk "rosak"..
mulut x leh sebut benda2 x elok..
jln penyelesaian..bebel kt blog..
mlm semlm kua jln2..
busan lepak kt umah..
sume keje da settle..
tinggal nk jemur baju..
so kua la..lg pn aku x dinner lg..
peyut bunyik2..peyut da marah..
dlm kepala terbayang burger..
ingat nk beli burger kat area mmu..
alih2 xde..cedih sebentar diriku..
bwk je moto sampai jj..
nk merayau jauh2..peyut tgh lapa..
plus ngantuk sebenarnye..
stop jap dkt mbmb..tgk tv besa..
tgk org tgk tv besa..
byknye org bercengkerama di situ..
miahahahaha..mmg da x de keje tgk org2 kat mbmb..
lepak jap je..coz tv besa x bes smlm..
pusing blk..on the way blk..singgah 7-11..
akak suro beli slurpee..
aaa..slurpee die pelik lak..
cam terlebih pekat..
ingat nk isi minyak moto..
tp cam byk je lg..
so trus blk umah..
aaa..bahaye aa naek moto mlm2..
bile ade kete laju potong..
mesti terkejut..seb baek leh control moto..
kalo x..da arwah da..
erm..ckp psl mati kan..
nape skrg..rasa..something..
org di sekelilingku..
byk cite psl mati..
besides..a few things happened...
erm..God knows better about this..
if i die..i just die rite..
tuka2..cite psl mimpi lak..
aaa..minggu ni asik mimpi je..
coz slalu tdr x basuh kaki kot..
and slalu terbabas smyg isya'..
yg asik aku ingat..ade 2 mimpi..
1 mimpi..psl sorg ni aku knl kt tt..
die tibe2 berubah..
ni gile2 berubah aa..
aaa..cam susah gile nk percaye..
seb baek mimpi..
kalo btul2..tatau aa...
lg 1 mimpi..psl someone yg aku knl..
kt mrsm dulu..
aku agak rapat aa dgn die..
die pon berubah..
aaa..perubahan die wat aku takut sgt2..
cam x caye tu adelah die..
bgn2..aku cam takut..
takut dorg btul2 berubah..
aaa..cite psl smlm x abis lg..
lps beli slurpee..
blk umah..singgah naiman beli bihun tom yam..
agak pedas..sampai cakit peyut..
tp da lapa nye psl..mkn je..
pastu cilop slurpee akak..
mekasih ye akak..
lps mkn..baring atas katil..
dak2 umah da start bebel..
"lps mkn tdr..nnt perut buncit"..
tp kat umah tu aku yg agak rajin exercise..
huhuhuhu..sambil tgk tv..exercise..
is it hard..to accept..others..
the same way they accept us..
sometimes people need time..
to show themselves..
dont expect people to change so fast..
when there's a lot of things that u dont know about them..
things that too painful to be told..
give them more time..
if you really want to know them..
someday..they'll tell u..everything..
the reason they dont tell u..
because they dont want to be betrayed..
or being left alone..
it's hurt..really hurt..
you feel like you wanna kill yourself..
after telling others..
about your past..
you feel like you're so DIRTY..
that feeling..
it's killing you..slowly..
all you have to do is TALK to them..
just TALK..
these kind of people..
they are afraid..to trust other people..
but once they trust you..
they really TRUST you..
FORGIVENESS..
i have learnt a lot from this word..
those who ask for forgiveness..
some of them...they really mean it..
they want another chance..
to make things better..
some of them..just say it..
but never mean it..
but what if..
u really mean it..but those people that forgive you..
they dont want to give you another chance..
should u just forget about it..
or..
when i say i love you..
i really love you..
when i say i am sorry..
i am really sorry..
i wanna say 3 words..
i cant say 3 words..
i love people who love me back..
but i dont mind to love people who dont love me..
because u cant push people to love you rite..
love people as much as u can..
that's what i'm doing..
that's what my heart tells me to do..
quote by henry miller..
"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go"
it's true...rite??
=)
