Tuesday, June 26, 2007
mistakes
i made a big mistake.
i really regret it now.
i deserve to be treated this way.
i dont know...why i was so rude with people..
dulu x mcm ni..at least x rude dgn people yg disayangi..
skrg..rasa down sgt2..
i need someone to calm me down..
tp..
lots of things happened lately.
i still cant cope up with these things..
sedih..coz im feel like im alone here..
i need some support..
God..


 
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Friday, June 22, 2007
im addicted..again~
yes2..suke hari jumaat..sbb lps ari jumaat,ari sabtu..cuti!!!
hehehe..leh tdr lmbt mlm ni..tu yg best tuh..
im multitasking right now..
tgh online..sambil tgk tv..
suke2~

psl title post kali ni..sile jgn slh anggap..
saye bukan drug addict..
mintak dijauhkan..amin~
im addicted to coke..again!!!
xtau camne leh start minum coke..
sblm ni da stop..jarang gile minum coke..
tp skrg tibe2 da addicted blk..
nape le diriku ini..huhu~

indu nk blk umah..
indu mama..indu ayah..
indu angah..indu adik..indu atuk..indu along..
indu abu..tommy..betty..chak..banban..
indu bilik..indu buaian..indu skuter..indu kancil..
i miss everything!!!

wuuu..td call family..
terase hatiku..ayahku mau support duit sewa umah..
ayah ckp cukup ke rm500 utk spend setiap bln..
tp org ckp x pe..leh nye..
ayah ckp lg..kalo x cukup duit..bgtau..
huhuhu...ntah la..mls nk susahkan sape2 skrg..
slagi leh survive dgn duit yg ade..org x nk mintak tlg sape2..
blajar susah skrg..
=)

aaaa...peyut da bunyi kreok2..
sbb minum coke..
hehehe..
kene stop dulu..
ciao!!!!


 
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Friday, June 15, 2007
-this is my life-
hari ni baru dpt on9 puas2..
suke sgt2..coz kat umah sewa x de internet..
kat office pn x de..
sedih siot..tp mlm ni dpt gak on9 kat mitc..
huhuhu..best2..
lps gian nk on9..

byk benda jd for the past 2 weeks ni..
even kepale otakku juge berpusing2..
mood usah kate la..kejap ok..kejap x..
seb baek le leh control lg perasaanku ini..
kalo x..
tah la..susah la skrg..
rasa nk mrh..tp x dpt lpskan..
alih2 hati sendiri rasa sakit..pedih..
kalo ade punch bag kan ke best..
leh lps geram..
nak sepak..nk tumbuk..
huhu..tibe2 rasa cam samseng lak..
tp skali skala jd samseng ape slhnye kan..
samseng bertempat la eh..

tp bile dgr cite member..
rasanye die lg sedih kot..
da ade buah hati..tp cam x de je..
hahaha..ayat da tunggang terbalik..
pandai2 le fhm ek..
member slalu tnye..
ape rasanye bile kite syg some1 tuh sgt..
tp tibe2 org yg kite syg tuh..x contact kite LANGSUNG??
tah la..aku cam x leh kasi ape2 komen tuh...
ssh kot..sbb aku tatau situasi member aku tu camne kan..
die bajet aku ni tau le psl benda cinta2 ni..
adey...wa tatak tau la..huhu
tp bile tgk die cam da tunggang langgang idup..
sian gak..tp nk wat camne kan..aku bukan penyelesai masalah..
masalah aku sendiri pn x settle..
cume aku leh jd pendengar je la..huhu..
member aku ni..tu la sape suro bercinta kalo tatau bercinta kan..
(bajet aku tau bercinta le ni...muahahaha)
die syg sgt dgn buah hati die..sanggup wat ape saje..
tp buah hati die..cam mule menjauhkan diri..
x sms...x call..ilang cam chipsmore tuh..tp chipsmore ade gak..
ni terus ilang..
tu member aku tension thp dewa da..
die nk wat benda2 merepek..
naseb baek le aku dpt thn..
member aku tuh ade skru longgar dlm otak die kot..
huhuhu..sian kt die..
dh le tgh cedih..aku leh kutuk lg..
ale...nnt2 kalo die susah die cari aku juge..
xpe la kan..tu la gunenye kwn kan..
bile susah..bole tlg kite..
bile sng..share happiness dgn kite..

aaa..suda2 cite psl member aku..
cite aku lak..
aku da ade kat mlka..
tgh praktikal..
kpd kwn2...sile jenguk aku di sini..
aku seorg diri..
mekasih..huhuhu..
indu la life kat utp...
walopon tunggang langgang..
tp best..
sbb ade member2 yg menghiburkan hati yg duka lara..
miahahaha..ayat x bley blah..
huhuhu..
aku stop dulu..nk gerak blk umah
ciao!!!




 
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