Thursday, September 27, 2007
bile peyut suda kenyang slps bersahur..(",)
erm..sy br lps sahur..
mkn nasi+serunding ikan bilis yg mama wat+telur dadar..
da kenyang pon..Alhamdulillah..
sementara nk tunggu msk waktu, on9 jap..

dak2 umah ni ade yg x tdr dr mlm smlm coz asik wat fyp..
so bile bgn sah2 ade org dkt ruang tamu..
ade semangat skit nk sahur..leh sembang2 dgn dorg..

sy riso skit ni..tiket bas utk blk raye x jual lg..
smlm da call pakcik yg jual tiket tu..
riso2..karang x blk beraye lak sy..
adey~

time sahur td..teringat cam sy kt umah..
sbb slalu kt umah kalo sy x lalu mkn..
mama suro sy mkn nasi+serunding ikan bilis..
nasi yg panas2+lembik tu..gaul dgn serunding..
sy slalu kepal2kan nasi tu..jd cam sushi..
kepal bulat2..chomey2..
pastu ngap..dlm 5/6 ketul da wat sy kenyang..
huhuhuhu..

erm..bole x kite wat something..
without having any reason for doing this thing??
leh x?
kite wat sbb kite ikut kata hati kite..
kdg2 kata hati kite betul...kan..

ok la..nk stop..
nk solat..then nk tdr jap..
huhuhu..peyut buncit aaa pas ni..
karang x leh pakai kebaya..
miahahahaha~


 
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
sakit
tibe2..teringat something..
try to forget about it..but i cant..
i wish i could let it go..
coz it hurts me so bad..

SAKIT..
 
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Monday, September 24, 2007
Susah Ke..
soalan:susah ke nak jujur dgn diri sendiri?
jawapan:susah SANGAT..bile kite cube nak hide something yg kite rasa,kite nampak,kite tau..

soalan:susah ke nak jujur dgn org laen??
jawapan:lagi SUSAH utk jujur dgn org laen drpd jujur dgn diri sendiri..sbb bile kite jujur dgn org laen, kite akan expect org laen utk JUJUR dgn kite..tp kdg2 org laen x nak jujur..kite x boleh paksa..

soalan:susah ke nak share dgn org laen?
jawapan:for me..dulu AMAT SUSAH.i was taught not to share with others.experiences taught me to keep everything inside me..tak pernah share..but now da blaja skit2..utk share dgn org laen..but still sorok a few things..coz TAKUT..org laen x sanggup terima diri ni yg x sesempurna mane..

soalan:susah ke nk simpan dr org laen?
jawapan:dulu..SENANG SANGAT.siyes ckp..mmg senang gile nk simpan sume benda dr org laen..sbb itu aa diriku yg sebenarnye...jarang nk share dgn org laen..bkn niat ingin menghide..tp susah skit nk share cite dgn org2 laen..tp skrg...SUSAH GILE nk simpan..try utk simpan..but smpi satu tahap..if sy da x tahan..sy akan bgtau..selagi sy x bgtau..maksudnye sy pendam..sy simpan..sbb x nk benda x elok jadi..coz i can be really mean once i meletup..i dont care who u are..sy meletup je..cume certain people je..sy try utk tahan...tahan selama mungkin..

soalan:susah ke nak jadi org baek?
jawapan:ntah la..sy pon x pasti...sbb sy xde aa baek sgt..tp berusaha utk menjadi yg terbaek..for my parents..my family..friends..cume kdg2 tu..hanyut jugak..dibawa arus dunie..bile hanyut..kene le berenang ke tepian blk kan..xkan nk bia diri terus hanyut...

soalan:susah ke nak jadi org jahat?
jawapan:ikut hati aa..kalo nk wat jahat..akan wat gak kan..walopon ade org laen yg halang..sumenye depends kat diri sendiri la..mcm sy..i can be evil sometimes..but there are times..tibe2 jd baek sat..sat je la..x lame mane pon...tp if rase kalo wat jahat tu menyusahkan sume org...x yah aa wat..nnt sume org susah..laen la kalo diri tu x dihiraukan org laen..xde sape nk amik kesah..so up to u..tp...just remember..kdg2 kite ingat yang xde org yg sayang kite..care psl kite...tp sebenarnye..dlm senyap...at least ade someone yg care psl kite..cume kite x sedar..or kite sendiri yg wat2 x sedar...


bln Ramadhan kali ni..mmg amat2 MENCABAR utk sy..sbb:
1.sy berada di perantauan...jauh dr mama,ayah,family...try to be independent..but x pon..sbb semlm mama baru kasi parcel..hehehe..ade serunding ikan bilis..ade puding..kurma kering coz sy x cuke mkn kurma yg basah@lembik..ade sambal ikan bilis goreng+kacang...kak nisa ckp tu sambal combat..sbb leh tahan berbulan-bulan..tp kalo kt umah ni...thn sebulan je kot...then mintak angah watkan honey cornflake yg amat cedap~angah,honey cornflake da tinggal suku balang..baru smpi semlm,tp kami satu rumah da sental awal2..ehehehe..mekacih eh angah..cyg angah..(",)..aaa,angah kasi DVD disney +black sheep..smlm da tgk black sheep..lion king..mmg x de selera nk mkn kamben da lps ni..da sy x mkn kamben..tgk cite tu wat selera sy terputus trus..isk2..

2.sy berpuase sbg org bekerja..walopon dlm erti kata laen,as an intern..agak mencabar aa sbb slalu sblm ni berpuase as students..bole bgn lambat..x tdr semalam pon x pe..trus g sahur kat mapley..tp since da praktikal..kene tidur ikut time takut x bgn sahur..tp mmg x bangun pn slalunye...adey~

3.crisis..crisis..crisis...ni internal crisis la..ye aa..da jauh dr family..bestfriends..byk kali gak aa nangis...sbb cam rasa sorg2 kat sini..but sebenarnye..ade je org2 yg menggembirakan hati ni..housemates yg kecoh+bermcm ragam..akak2 ofis yg slalu bercerite ttg hal2 org dewasa..siyes maa..sy blaja aa skit2..hehehe..tp tu la..kdg2 bile mood sensitif sy dtg..mule aaa berair mata ni..x leh lyn sgt mood sensitifku ini..karang jd memek lak..x nk jd memek..=P

hurm..itu je la kot benda2 yg agak mencabar kesabaran sy sepjg sy berpuase..but so far leh handle aa..hopefully dpt la bersabar smpi abis puasa..sampai abis intern...da bln 9...lagi 3 bln lebih sy kt sini..after that..im going back to perak..mintak2 la sempat wat benda2 yg menarik...before sy tinggalkan melaka..nk sweet memories kat sini..nk sgt2..

lagu ni best..lagu dr papa afdlin shauki for his lil girl, mia sara..cuke sgt dgr.

mia sara..waktu pagi
kau sinari hidup ini
bangun papa
bangun mommy
kau sebut di telinga kami
satu hari kau kan pergi
tinggal kami bersendiri
walau apa kan terjadi
kau tetap akan kami cintai

oo mia sara
tidurlah..
kami kan bersamamu
dibuai mimpi nan indah
dan doa papa mamamu
tidur lah...mia sara
tidur lah...mia sara
tidurlah...

rambutmu..
matamu..
bibirmu..
hatimu..
senyumu..
tawamu..
dihatiku..selalu..

tidurlah mia sara
tidurlah mia sara
tidurlah mia sara..
oooo...tidurlah...

kalo tiap2 mlm ade org nyanyikan lagu cam ni before tidur...mmg tidur dibuai mimpi aa kan...huhuhu.
ok aa..nk stop...akak2 umah ni leh lyn cite seram..cite cik "chong" lak time2 ni..seb baek bln puase..isk2..nk mandi..nk wangikan diri..nk tgk tv...tata~
 
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Friday, September 21, 2007
EVIL plan
hehehehehehe..
im planning something right now..
evil plan..kot..
tp ikutkan x de aa evil sgt..
biase2 je..just tgh pikir..
will i have the chance to do this plan??
kene ade support..from kwn2..
nk wat jht..gi ajak kwn2..
isk2..tp wat jht ramai2 aa best..
kan2..

today..best..coz rasa beban hidup sy da berkurangan sedikit..(",)

kat ofis..da start da jualan kuih muih raye..if sy x pose..da lame da jd tukang rase..mihahahaha~

uwaaa...kenapa hatiku teringin sgt nk wat evil plan ni??
aiyok~
 
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
Baju Kurung
hurm...
tadi g teman ika beli baju kurung kat Tesco..
semlm die da gi usha da..
so ari ni die nk beli..
disebabkan mlm ni sy x gi solat tarawikh..coz x larat sgt..
so teman le minah ni gi Tesco..

sampai2 dkt kedai tu..terus gi dkt patung..
haha..ika nk beli baju yg patung tu pakai..
adey..mcm2 la minah sorg ni..
seb baek akak salesgirl tu dtg..
so amik le baju laen..
mule2 ika amik 3 color..
peach..green...cream..

sambil tunggu ika try baju2nye..
sy usha baju kurung..plus KEBAYA..
hahahahaha..raye kali ni tibe2 rase nk pakai kebaya..
but just usha dulu la..
if ok..next week gi beli..
ingat nk beli 2 psg..satu baju kurung..satu kebaya..
coz baju kurung senang skit..
bley pakai g keje..

yer..sy dan akak salesgirl memberi pendapat masing2 dkt ika..
sy suke color peach..coz ika nye kulit cam cerah..
seswai kaler cerah..
akak salesgirl ckp better color green..coz ika nampak kurus..
(ika bukan da kurus ke..???)
ika da confuse..
tp last2 die pilih green..coz x nampak sgt kedut..
plus ika ckp die x nk baju yg terang..

sy berfikir2 nk beli baju ready made..sbb..
sebelum ni x penah pakai baju ready made..
sume custom made..dr kecik sampai skrg..
saje nk try beli yg ready made..
tgk kain die pn cam ok..

aaa..sy slalu mkn menu yg same utk bukak pose..
nasi lemak rm 1 + ayam percik + air munge+kuih2..
tp semlm best..sbb dpt mkn kuih..aa kuih aa kot..
puding berkuah..cedap la gak..
"cume kurang custard"...bak kate clare..
clare jd chef smlm...=P
hari ni da psg niat nk beli kuih tu,,
mule2 beli ayam percik..then ingat nk beli nasi lemak rm1..
tp macik tu x jual lak..
alih2 sy jalan sampai ujung..beli air munge..
twin yg jual air munge tu mcm da cam muke sy je..
ye aa...ari2 beli kot..sbb air munge tu cedap+manis secukup rase..

on the way nk blk..sy berusaha mencari puding berkuah tu..
rupe2nye da terlps da stall die..kne pusing blk..
huhuhu..xpe2...janji dpt mkn..

rase nk tuka menu..
tp takut nnt x puas hati..
cam mane eh..
hurm....

da kul 1 aaa..kene tdr..esok nk bgn sahur...
ciao~
 
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Monday, September 17, 2007
phone...phone..=P
aaa...akak2 ofis maen try2 tepon baru..
lawak aa dorg ni..
dgn SV sy pon maen try tepon..
(",)
 
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Saturday, September 8, 2007
ONE word
SPEAK.
only 1 word explains everything.

 
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Quotes of the day

Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?

People need love even when they don’t deserve it.
- Nikki Ledbetter -

Love the heart that hurts you, But never hurt the heart that loves you.

Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you still feel you can take it. Never say you don’t love a person when you can’t let go.
- Dons -

Love
… What is love? Love is to love someone for who they are, who they were, and who they will be.
- Chris Moore -


 
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
nk tgk black sheep..tp takot~
aaa..nk tgk black sheep..
tp tu aaa..sy seorg yg penakut..
skrg sume org tau sy penakut..erk~
nk ajak housemates..mereka tgh bz dgn test..
nape tah..tibe2 nk tgk cite seram..
b4 this mmg cite seram akan sy reject awal2..
tp skrg..rase teringin lak nk tgk..

teringat kenangan dulu..
adey..time foundey..
kami anak2 gadis ponteng tutorial english..
sume jd mahluk bertanduk 2..tinggal x de tanduk je..
sbb tanduk tuh invisible..
ramai2 g ipoh..
mule2..shopping~
anak2 gadis aa katakan..mesti aa shopping kan..
pas tu..tgk movie..
2 movie..berturut-turut lak tuh..
mule tgk boogieman..
siol la cite tu..sound effect die melampo-lampo aa..
buang sampah dlm tong pn..bunyik die cam kuat gile aa..
huhu..tu la 1st time sy tgk cite seram kt cinema..
saza asik gelak bile kitaorg teringat blk time tu..
sbb..aaaa....
sy beli magazine..
pastu sy bace mag dlm cinema..
time tgk cite boogieman tu aa..
bkn bace pn..cover muke je..
sbb takut sgt..
isk2..

cik yun pon leh tahan..
tutup muke dgn popcorn..
pastu kitaorg masing2 duk tnye kt org sebelah..
pe jadik...
mmg tension aa sape duk sebelah kitaorg time tuh..
miahahahahaha..tu aa..
sape suro tgk cite seram..
=P

pastu tgk cite lemony snicket..aa tak ingat spelling die..
bes..sbb suke tgk jim carrey blakon..
lawak siot..
kalo le ade kwn sy mcm jim carrey..
mmg happy je idup..
asik gelak je bile tgk muke die..
hehehehe..
hr ni mood sy amat baek..
hehehe..cuke2..
sbb lately mood asik emo je...
sy awal2 da senyum..dr pg..
senyum tu kan sedekah..
hehehehehe..

maybe sbb sy puase kot..
tu psl mood cam terkawal je..
bagus2..bile puase..xde rase nk emo..
=)

cejuk2..nk stop dulu..
wat keje..
ciao~

 
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Sunday, September 2, 2007
right or wrong
hari ni hari down sy.
sume yg jd..sume slh sy.
letih..kene blame.
letih..menangis.

but thanx to SOMEONE.
die sedarkan sy.
life must go on.
walau sesakit mana hati ni..
kite kene tahan..

kdg2..kite rasa diri kite sempurna..
tp sebenarnye..kite adalah sebaliknya..

i keep trying to be a BETTER person.
but i keep failing..over and over again..
i dont know..

im lost in my own world..
 
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