Saturday, November 17, 2007
a week to remember..erm~
this week sy mls nk update blog.takde mood.sedangkan byk benda jadik.mlm ni sy cite sume yer.
kite start psl 2nd visit for internship.someone from SIIU (student industrial internship unit) called me.
x ingat hari ape..selasa or rabu.abg eddy yg call.he told me that a lecturer from CIS dept will come visit me this december.supposed visit tuh on 3rd dec.i was shocked sbb along kawin 2nd dec.aaa..baru nk bersuke rie!!!!trus call umah..mengadu nasib dkt ayah tercyg..ayah memberi kata2 semangat..sbb sy ni cpt cuak.mau x cuak..this time lecturer dtg utk evaluate..logik aa kan sy cuak.
nk tak nk...redha je aa..lecturer nk dtg.isk~

then lps sehari dpt call psl 2nd visit tu..abg eddy call lg sekali.cam tau2 je sy cam nk tuka tarikh visit tu..abg eddy kasitau yg tarikh lecturer dtg utk evaluate sy da tuka..ke 17 dec.ok aa tu kan..Alhamdulillah..lega hatiku.bole aa berpoye-poye time along kawin nnt..miahahaha..niat jahat sungguh..so skrg da confirm bahawasanye lecturer akan dtg visit+evaluate sy pada 17 dec ni..kul 11 am.mintak2 sumenye ok..Amin~

on 14 nov..sy buat satu keputusan..yg akan menyenangkan sume pihak.sy taknak menyusahkan sape2..sy taknak jadi beban sape2.i started it..so it's time to put an end to it.hopefully keputusan yg sy amik ni...keputusan yg betul.sy hanya bertindak mengikut akal fikiran sy..sy tolak tepi apa yg hati sy nk sy buat..sbb hati sy tak kasi sy amik keputusan ni..tp akal sy berkeras..paksa sy utk amik keputusan ni.hidup ni berdasarkan akal fikiran kan..bukan hati semata-mata.cume sy mintak..sy cukup kuat utk berhadapan dgn consequences yg mungkin sy kene terima bile sy amik keputusan ni.i need to be really strong..

laptop sy skrg asik wat hal..tp tu aa..nk g hntr repair..tak sempat..plus ade prob laen..so bia je aa..sebenornye hati ni amat le kecewa..sbb laptop sy kene format..dan sy tak wat backup..sume folder dlm laptop sy..sume abis..ilang..kecewa tak terkira..ni pun antara satu sbb kenape sy amik keputusan pd 14 dec.mcm ade petunjuk je.petunjuk supaya sy stop benda yg sy patut stop..sy patut hilang..isk2..pe ni..bahase x bes..bm sy da makin teruk..aishh..

tadi g tgk beowulf..best cite ni..mule2 wonder nape la disuruhnye parents ikut skali if ade dak2 bwh 13 thn nk tgk cite tu..rupe2nye..dlm cite tu ade aksi2 ganas..aksi2 kurang sopan..part x bley thn..bile si beowulf ni lwn dgn 1 monster ni tanpa seurat benang pon kt bdn beowulf ni.ade gak hero cam ni eh..at least hero skrg..benda kt dlm..dipakainye kt lua..cam superman..batman..hero dulu2 lagi seksi..miahaha..sy terbyg aa kejap..kalo la beowulf ni mmg ade dlm real life ni kan..for sure gagah perkasa lagi mendebarkan bile face to face dgn die..tp tu hanye khayalan semata-mata aa..huhu~

aaa...mlsnye nk download lagu2 kegemaran sy...smlm da download..skali yg sy download tu videoclip..hampeh gas tul...wat letih sy menunggu..mlm ni cam mls nk download..tgk aa esok kot baru sy download blk...lalala..bile mood mls menguasai diri...alamatnye sume keje x gerak..tak suke..tak suke..tak suke!!!!

nk stop aa..da takde idea..plus mate cam da nk tertutup je..hik2..takpe2...esok leh update lg kan..insyaAllah kalo pjg umur...mase utk titon..ciao~



 
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